Rachel (my cgl) was talking to Yiling and I online. When it was time for bed, she went "I'm off to la la land". For 1 second, I was so envious. My dreamland is still far arh. It's 11.30 now.

Ok, guitar stuff is almost settled. I typed out the sections and send them to the teachers via email. We sort of settled the sushi and bandung for this Friday's Cultural Fiesta. Advertisement time: Guitar is selling Sushi and bandung on Friday!! Victorians reading this..give us your support!! (: Stuff about guitar is killing me nowadays..it's like an additional load on my back..lolz. But, I believe..God has a purpose for placing me there.

Tutorials? Hhm. I just can't bear doing organic chem. It's complicating, all I see are rings and chains of carbon and hydrogen and oxygen joined together. And they expect me to draw their isomers, identify chiral centres, state the type of isomerism?! During sec school days..I loved it when Mrs Wong said "girls, you don't have to know how to draw the isomers. Just look at them, the drawings nicely drawn for you, and state if they're isomers". I sort of paraphrased her words though..haha. But the meaning's the same! In the past, it was so much easier!! Now..I even have to name the isomers!!! Name them..like Benny, John, Peter......ok not funny.

Oop, pw is killing me too. And our group only has 3 people you know, others have 5!! We're originally a group of 4, and Pei Quan has his sailing competition Korea! So..we're badly shorthanded. One person doing the work of almost two. I feel as if I have to churn out ideas and suggestions at an amazing rate. Yah..so my entire is taken up by pw. Do some funny written report.

I'm just starting to build my new world today, after the terrible yesterday has passed. The atmosphere in class wasn't very good today..or rather nobody felt high enough to crack lame jokes. I'm exceptionally quiet in class nowadays..not a sound from me..hahaz. Where is the siao and crazy me?! I'm desperate to find it back.

Got back our GP paper today. Nobody in class scored a distinction, I got a b4. Ever since I've entered JC I feel stupid you know. Like everyone's competing to do well..certain people can just start aiming for A+*** instead of the usual A, while people like me are still struggling not to see Cs and Ds on our papers.

Grace said something funny but true today: Certain people in our class will die faster, cos they're so smart and they use up so much more brain cells than us. Then she said "Look at Einstein lah". Then something lame went through my head: He's in the graveyard..do I really have to go look for him. Then I began to wonder: maybe I'll live the longest among the class people.

Lessons end at 4 plus tomorrow..so tiring. I hope tomorrow passes quickly, till P.E. Yeah we're doing netball for the term..my ex ex cca =)